A BAD MOMENT

it feels so sore to write this...:(

my grandmother died at 9:35 pm today:((((

feeling so broken nd cold inside cuz she was a most respected elder nd mostly she was so kind hearted to us

she always greated me,when i went to touch her feet everytime...she used to bring smiles to awl f our faces when the whole family used to b together

its a hurting moment for the family..nd particularly i know wat  my papa is feeling right know.

m just leaving for delhi right know ,as we have to reach the hospital ASAP...:((

dadi, i'm truely sorry nd apologize if i ever made u cry or done wrong....plz forgive me..


crying in vain nd sorrow...:((

emptiness

Today while surfing i found a amazingly sylph song by rohan rathore

i have crush on this song frm the moment i listened to it,nd moreover the lyrics nd the video is fantastaic:)

atleast is time main,kuch to aisa mila jisse dil ko khushi mili:)
well i thought why don't share it with u guys...

enjoyh:)

Ho love of mine..

with a song and a whine..

You’re harsh and divine..

like truths and a lie..

but the tale end is not here..

I’ve nothing to fear..

for my love is yell of giving and hold on…

in the bright emptiness..

in a room full of it..

is the cruel mistress ho ho o…

I feel the sunrise..

that nest all hollowness..

for i have the way to go.. not come…

And i feel so lonely yea..

There’s a better place from this emptiness..

And i’m so lonely yea..

There’s a better please from this emptiness

Tune mere jaana..

Kabhi nahi jana..

Ishq mera dard mera.. haaye…

Tune mere jaana..

Kabhi nahi jana..

Ishq mera dard mera …

Aashiq teraaa..

Bheed mein khoya rehta hai..

Jaane jahaan a..

Puchho toh itna kehta hai..

And i feel so lonely yea..

There’s a better place from  this emptiness..

And i’m so lonely yea..

There’s a better please from this emptiness:)

agar acha laga to plz do comment..(though i don't no one does):P

                                                                                                                                            

some words with my blog:)

hey fellasss!!

aaj ek bande ki love story ne emotional kar diya mere ko..:/

but i salute him for having a huge heart to overcome that kind of mishappening with her friend

btw...how r u awl,reply to nai dega koi,i know:P
 so ,life's going on with no anxietyness nd livelyhood ,just breathing in nd out :D
maine bataya tha,k aerospace waalon k liye last option tha TCS
par usne bhi 1st round k baad branch ko disqualify kar diya tha:(
so ab bas din raat koi aisa master plan sochta rahta hoon,jisse main bhi financially stable ho sakoon,cuz ab family se paise lena strange lagta hai....but aur koi option hai kya mere paas??

ek to saala koi aisa talent nai hai mere paas,k main bhi kuch ultimate kar saakon,ar field main to koi na koi GOD baitha hai

aaj system aisa hai k,bina us god k aap upar nai ja sakte...

aerospace field main jaane k liye bhi aise hi koi GOD ki jaroorat padni hai,nd wo freshers ko kahan dikhta hai..:|
fir bhi try karoonga k apne field k lliye kuch kar sakoon,atleast ye hi umeed ki thi jab ye branch join ki thi maine,par as always destiny ne kutta bana diya:D
fir bhi ek cheez hai mere paas,HOPE...bas ye hi leke chaloonga

bas ek hi request hai,meri hope ka answer mile jaldi,nai to kahin main ye ek cheez bhi na chodh doon...I HOPE

see u guys...

TCS DAY

HEY FELLLASS!!!

as u awl probably must b knowing that how sick i'm frm my life

so,now when the sems. r over and i got my stolen PHONE back from DELhi

it was know time for recruitment of TCS dat came in our college for placement purpose

we awl were too optimistic about this program ,as this was the only chace for the AERONAUTICAL students to get placed in any firm ,but as u awl must b knwing dat TCS is a software company,hence there were almost all students from IT  nd CS branch nd seeing that site f happiness in those students made us bit dissapointed
as the cs ,it branch had much less cutoff then us,so mainly we were just a side branch who was just there for the sake f giving written test ,only 1 f my branch mate got passed in written exam,that's also cuz he was probably knowing awl the answers to the question dat was in quetionare as there was only 1 set f questionnaire
so,dat was it,we got out of the auditorium after the list was out with fake smiles,but as much as i know,awl f us had tears in eyes but a HOPE is still there,atleast i got broken after the hectic day,disspointment by dat behaviour with our branch nd then scolding by my parents made my day more wonderful nd pleasurable

i'm just writting this ,so dat i atleast let awl my stuff out
so this was another story f a boy dat used to b a self contained ,satisfied nd lively but now its awl pretty empty nd cold in my sole.....
but as always HOPE makes me live another day:)

tata amigo's:)