trying hard to let it go

so people...m back with still some pain in my heart ,but i'm doing good dis time

friends like dhruv,shakaib,mona,harsh,smriti encourage nd motivated me about the life

but for me...i still hope dat she would understand sumday ,wat she lost...

u know people..

i m trying hard to let her go

i try to get busy

read different novels which i hate to study

pick the most heavy weight in gym trying to hold them while thinkin dat this should decay her memory frm me

i sumtimes cry.,sum times stare at her pics too long nd watch her smile nd innocent eyes.

nd most lame part is i started dreaming from past 2 days..i mean i was so sad with no dreams coming while i sleep but suddenly she's awl over in my dreams playing,sitting besides me,teasing me,watching me play football from her house terace

i mean its  so aweful nd lame to dream about person u want to forget nd then suddenly u dream about her every time close my eyes...:/

koi aisa dost bhi nai hai jisse ye sab share kar sakun,so i did write blog to share my freeakiness nd weird 

some times i tend to b extensive abusing guy, but sum times i stay calm nd listen to awl but cant react

dis life is so beautiful dat made me experince awl dat a mature guy can :)

jindagi khubsurat hai.......par aur khubsurat hoti uske saath:)

she was the girl who happened to b in my life for so long,usse maine kitna kuch share kiya tha,jitna aj tak to kisi se nai kiya....

but i guess i'll cope with it,time will make me do it...