ITS LIKE FIRE ON MY FEET FLOOR....
FEELING SO RELAXED ND CALM AFTER SAYING ,ALL I WANNED TO

TO MY FIRST LOVE..........:)
u know...she asked me ki,in this big life, 1 love can not b enough
but..for me...it will be.....
what IF
WE DON'T SUCCEED IN OUR 1ST LOVE
CUZ WE LACKED IN CERTAIN QUALiTIES.....I GUESS
BUT
AFTER ACHIEVING THOSE QUAliTIES...
WE NEVER LOVE AGAIN REALLY!!

bwe.....
so...it happened like this...:o
i had my dinner..
nd was tellin him about my whole problem that i was facin frm couple f days
i guess,she figured out ,what prob. i had
nd told me that..i m in love
as most f my friends did
so...just asked me to share with her
but she was askin for the name f the girl ....i love

so...i decided to take help with my friends
texted them.......
nd then..came a flood f mess. in which..from 220 only 10-20 sms were nice:x:(
nd she also kinda motivated me to propose her
so...i just closed my eyes nd ...
said ...I LOVE U..... to her

i was so tensed that......i just closed my whole sys. after that...
duuh...nd i'm so much f idiotic that...forgotten to listen her answer...
darn......i don't have guts now..to talk to her
better ..i leave all this nd just listen to songs laying on my bed
but one thing that i felt after that..is a kinda relief..:)
man...that was lame
nd i guess....the lamest proposal ever done on this planet:-/:(
but...i was so much disturbed..that my whole mind got situated in delhi
so nothin left with me:(

k.....am done....
but now..m anxious about her answer..
GOD.......mercy...:)
good night...all
have a sweet nd nice dream...
i guess...i'll jut can't sleep today.....
like yesterday...:-/
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