Reckless

u know guys....

u go around strange,when u fall in love strangely with a person....who even can't b yours, in dream...

u seem to just .....feel around every day...each moment ....every morning..

what if she ,loved me .....the way i do......

i just dream about it, in evry nap that i have got....:)

but....as the eyes open.....reality seems to just brake nd shutter my dreams...like a wave in water....

its...just ...i don know...i can't explain this love feeling.......

u know...
my behaviour has changed so much....after this happened to me

from a boy ,who was so cold hearted towards girls...began to feel so attached to her
from a boy,who was short tempered....to a cold blooded guy....


but,u know.......
it feels so calm inside...like as in we feel..when we sit in church,mosque or temple/////

so.....as yesterday..she didn't came online...as her servr was dead...

so just wished him a gn text on her cell

nd then in gm wish text......

i don know....i just can't resist talkin to her.....

u know....
jab main ,doosre doston ko dekhta tha
to sochta tha..ki kaminey.....8-9 ghante cell pe kaise baat kar lete hain...

ab sochta hoon........kya sai  kismat hai saalon ki....

as....i'm just a another talkin medium for her

she..don't even know...how broken i'm

well.....its ok.....no one can compensate,for what i hav done...

so.....today..was a good day.....

i injured my hand......while......moving som good wighted granite pieces...

watched..that.....I MISS U.....sms f her....several times...

my headache..again got bigger.........cuz f those machines...


nd..that's it....

jjust missed her...like evry other day..nd that's nothin matter for her...:(

just feel disheartened.........some moments....

k...bye all...adios..ciao

hey

              P.S.  I LOVE U.....:)